well, that was fun

It's over... at least for a while. If not ever. I just want to wring out my heart like a wet fucking sponge sometimes.

Not to mention that I blacked out and hit on one of my friends' girlfriends again. God damn it. I think that there was (possibly is) some really serious shit going on in the subconcious portion of my mind. Some issues that lead me to be terribly destructive towards... well, everything. Including myself.

But I'm putting things back in order now. Seriously. Finally opened up and simultaneously ended things with Kristin. She won't let herself feel anything for me, and doesn't want to be reminded that I still care about her. At least that's what she said. I can't believe that my testimonial for her made her feel "uncomfortable." How fucked up is that? The one thing that I thought would make her smile about the whole relationship, the thing that wasn't concerned with any of our problems and just the good things... that's what makes her uncomfortable. It's incredible how quickly good things can turn bad, and vice versa.

And pen pal is out. Should never have been in.

And now George W. Bush wants to teach intelligent design in schools, right alongside evolution. Are you kidding me? Check out the Rude Pundit for details, hilarious details that he made up, but seriously guys. Why don't we also teach astrology alongside astronomy? How about scripture in American Lit.? And then, while we're at it, let's pay the teachers less and cut the budget for federally funded school lunch programs by another 15 percent? And the after-school civic engagement programs too.

What a day. Good thing I came in an hour early so I could hate work an hour more.